I haven’t written in a while. Mostly because everything I drafted was depressing or angry. I am not normally, these days anyway, a depressed or angry person. I expected too much from people in general. I should know better than that, because they will always disappoint you.
I’m having a mid-dance crisis. Kind of like a middle age crisis but I’m not going out and buying fancy cars. Although that does sound like fun. I have cut down on the shows I perform in, I have taken some time off, I have continued to have ideas and cull music to use for dances. But, I just don’t feel like it. My muse isn’t gone, he’s still there riding my back like a monkey. I enjoy making dances, and I enjoy dancing. My focus has changed. I used to be very driven, a bit competitive, wanting to please those I thought were the best in the field. But life/SLife isn’t like that. You just set yourself up for disappointments. So you take a step back. Slow down. I don’t have the bucket of dances at my disposal that I used to. Just wanted to up date you all on why I haven’t been posting. But I have a few up my sleeve so stay tuned.